Happy 1mth...
Recently I made a joke with my patient, asking her when was her CVC line inserted and that day happened to be a month after the insertion. And I blatantly said, "Oh happy 1 month, we should buy a cake and celebrate!". It didnt occured to me that it was very funny to her, but at least she was laughing away when I left the room.
I couldnt help it but to smile at myself for being utterly lame for saying that.
Later on I realised that very same day, it was exactly a month that I have been donning the uniform filled with responsiblilities. I know this journey isnt going to be one easy road... If I fall, I know I have to get back up by myself again no matter what. And quitting is not part of the option at all...
I guess its part and parcel of life, accepting facts and taking it all with an open mind. For now I can't wait for monday to come, even thought its training day at the very least I get to see my friends.
And my dear flu, please go away reaaaaal soon!