Angel

I guess not much people knew about the terrible and vicious viral disease that hit me a few days ago. Okay I probably have just over used some of the words up there. But it’s true I’ve been down with chicken-pox.

Doctor: “I’m sorry I’ve got to whack you with anti-virals and you’re ban from school.”

Note the word she used, “whack”. She said whack?? This reminds me of Ms Chang who uses “You have to whack your patient with morphine”. Now I’m missing her lessons already… Terribly!

For the pass few days, I won’t deny that I was at the verge of being depressed. Why? Because I’m not in the norms of the society. Tsk! Imagine yourself being down with chicken-pox, stuck at home with two cats that doesn’t talk and worst missing school like nuts! Before I continue my whines and whatsoever, I seriously would like to apologize to those who text me, and all I reply is just a few word or just a short sentence, or probably took a few days to reply.

Seriously I just hate missing school.

I hate to be left out. I hate to be alone catching up on my own. I was pretty upset, if only my close friends were still in the same class as me. I bet they’ll be my guardian angel throughout. But I’m still glad, there’s still occasional smses reminding me to do this and that, and of cos not to scratch.

I learned something on Thursday night.

Although I had to crush my own unseen ego and pride, I took courage and ask someone a favour; to me it was a huge favour. I even told myself that I’m being such a shameless soul to ask that kind of favour…

But I seriously had no choice.

Now I’ve got that someone being my guardian angel, haaa and what an ironic I don’t even know this angel personally. I opened my email today, and I saw what I’ve always wanted to see(: I guess I have to depend on you to guide me along now.

From the bottom of my heart, thank you.

One should meant what he or she said, cos you'll never know how much weight those words actually meant to a person. That one sentence i got, was like a light that lit up my darkness. But the light disappeared when you don't carry forward what you have said.

On the other hand I'm glad there's another person willing to guide me along.