URGH!
I am back once again to report about my mundane life.Hurhur.Anyway happy nurses day(: Oh so its tuesday today and...i skipped MIC lecture just now.Of course im feeling guilty now but i'll do my revision later as promised.I skipped MIC lecture for one particular reason and i think its stupid laa.Whatever cos nobody knows anyway.
So we had AAP pop quiz this morning and it was pretty easy.Bleah its week 15 already & im having both NSL & AAP practical next monday.Im soooo NERVOUS.Plus im soooo STRESS that i woke up everyday having flu & sneezing away.It just comes and go.I just sneezed like 5 times in a row while typing these.And suddenly im COUGHING like crazy.As though there's pebbles in my throat.
And home sucks for sure now.I just dont know why.Im always caught between my mum and my grandmother.Sometimes i feel so SQUASHED.As for my younger sis,i probably shouldnt be a sister or a nice sister to her anymore.I probably should just mind my own business & concentrate on my studies.Its her future anyway,not mine.I know i sounded selfish but...I just dont know what to do.Sometimes i wish there is a "fullstop" to stop life & everything but...The presence makes me aware that it IS reality that im facing.
Im always handling all the craps and im always the one who have to listen to everything.I need a break too...Haa i got loads of photos to upload but i have got no mood.Whats the point,when my entry sounds so sad & hopeless,and suddenly im putting all those funny-with-smiles-on-my-face photos.
The girl with a broken smile,
Kasinah
