Severe Anxiety -.-"
Omg.Its friday already and that's the end of week 5.Soon its going to be week 6 followed by the COMMON TEST.I seriously feel stressed out and i feel so lost right now.My second FON test was like crap okay,i got a pathetic 16 out of 25.Bleah even the sociology test today,hehh i managed to get 4/5 while my friends got like full marks??Okay SHUDDUP kasinah!Stop whining.Its better then getting 3/5.Don't bother about me im just consoling myself.
Haa im so worried abt MIC & AAP especially.Bleah and i HAVE TO finish my so called leftover reflective journal by this weekend or i'll be dead.And i don't want to fail any of my modules,not even a single one...
Heart's pounding with each beat.
Body weakening from a rising of extreme heat.
Yet shivering in the deep depths of fear.
Mind wandering as each eye sheds a tear.
Unsure of which way life will flow.
As distorted winds crazily blow.
Not sure how long my will can hold.
Even though I had been told.
Trying to stay strong for myself and others.
Similar relationship like children with their mothers.
Wishing not to go down the wrong path, for it causes too much pain.
One thing I ask for, to pray that I stay sane.
Oh god please grant me the strength and determination to go on...And of cos to my dear friends who'll be sitting for their mother tongue o'lvl paper especially my best friend,siti.