Is Anyone Listening?
I dont know but i suddenly realised something a minute ago.I once told somebody that i haven met a friend,a best friend like many of us like to label it as.A best friend where he/she could share all joys & sorrow with,go to you when he/she needs advises,or probably just need your shoulder to lean on or maybe a pair of listening ears.And all along,i felt i was a best friend to many people.But i couldnt find my best friend.Not until just now.My best friend was actually right in front of me.
I had never really use the word 'best/good' friend.Because i think it was kind of stupid and there wasnt a real & proper definition in saying he/she is your GOOD or BEST friend.Haa never mind about this,nobody understands what im trying to say down here.But it doesnt really matter to me much.
I realised that a best friend dont need to be all those as i mentioned above.Best friend can just be someone,all along standing beside you,supporting you and is always behind you in whatever you do and of course never ever stop believing in you.Sometimes i feel that reality is really making me feel so small,even smaller then a fullstop.But someone actually stood beside me,giving all her support that i needed and...I didnt feel any smaller anymore.
Many probably could not guess who is this best friend that i had just found,but i know she'll be reading this sooner or later.Maybe i shouldnt label her as my best friend,but instead i should label her as my friend.Cos 'friend' means alot to me and im not bothered whether there's the word 'good' or 'best' in front of it...
Count the letters that i typed for this entry,and you'll know how much tears i shed and actually rolled down my cheeks as i typed...Im deeply touched & i wont forget this feeling.Lost & found.
