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Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Hmm...

Heyy. Hahar so its oredy wednesday todae and tat was it for my term 3 exams. Haa thinkin abt it... i still rmb this. Evry ending is a new begining. The end for term 3 exams but hellooo to prelims and soon gce o level. Oh yah one more thing, hellooo to my term 3 results too. Worried.

Now im lost. Am i still trapped in my own comfort zone?? Should i or should i not take the risk... and step out?? Doubts. Dilemma. Wadeva you can name it. *sigh*

Sometimes i hate these part of myself. Haa... *flashback* Stuck into acting. And now im even acting, playing some weird roles in my own life. Im still putting up a show. A pretty wonderful show full of mystery, i should say. I may smile, laugh and be happy like nobody business. But is that the real me im seeing... Was that me back in the mirror then?!?! Or was it some other people, playing yet another weird role, pretending to be me? I may dream, create or even plan being a perfectionist... But... it was all just an illusion. Illusions actually conquered my mind. Now i have a battle to fight. Planning each steps carefully... Will i win these battle?? Will i??