That Little Secret Of Mine...
I answered the phone, but nobody said anything on the other line. I was going 'Hello? Hello?'. And then i kept quiet, waiting for a reply. So i experienced a 3min of awkward silence. I dont know what went over me. And i said 'Goodbye' before hanging that call up.
The number that just flashed on my handphone screen seems weird but very familiar. If im not wrong, i've seen that number before twice and just now it had sum up to thrice. But something seems pretty weird. That number... It did appear on my previous handphone, obviously the other handphone with a different number, and even now, that is just now, it appears again. That caller was kind of capable in keeping track of me, i mean he/she manage to find out whats my contact number.
Wait! Dont tell me it was you?!?! You know what. Suddenly that 'past' just drown my mind. I dont know whether i should laugh or even cry. Hahaa i still have that photo taken on our first day of kindergarden school. But still the ending was kind of bitter. Sigh. Hmm yaa... The last i heard about you was... You left singapore right? Not even a clue was left behind by 'her', i did once keep blaming on 'her' for letting me know about 'that' truth. But i let it go, because the truth was a reality. So i cant run away from it...
Haha. Now i feel like laughing after reading through what i just type above. Doesnt it sound like some kind of weird mystery fairytales?? Oh well, i think that was just some teeny weeny secrets of mine i've been keeping quiet all along... Haa it shall still remained as a secret for myself.
Hellos are hard,
You don't know what to say,
You would look at me,
But I'd look the other way.
I blushed every time I saw you,
You talked to me every day,
You smiled, and you laughed,
But once again I looked away,
Finally one day,
You talked to me once more,
And finally I got the courage,to say hi and not ignore.
From that point on,
We were together every day,
Until you left me,and went far, far away.
We had to say goodbye,
They are harder than Hellos,
But after a short time,
I finally let you go.
Hmm i guess that will make a summary of what i felt for today... Still feeling weird as ever and... Haha im still sick mind you. Aniway i got to go, been hogging at the computer quite a long time.
