Brrr Coldd
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[school]
Heh amazing. I woke up early and wen to sch wif fe, louisa and ger just for a change. Teehee thanks fe for being my alarm clock. Hehee. Boogie. Did math mock test. Bleah. Didnt finish it, sumore i didnt noe tat rate of change and sum other stuff will be tested. Guiltyyy. *slap.myself* Oh yah todae english was interesting. Lalala no more mel cheang. Its eugene tan. Phew at least he understands us unlike tat... Okae unlike mrs cheang. I didnt noe tat sum stuff we had learn are actually WRONG! I mean partially wrong. Sheesh. Oh yah mr tan told us sum of his story, hmm lesson to be learnt?? But i oredy did tat.
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[npcc training]
Bleah. Weather nice nice de. Not horrtt. Hehehe. Haa did all those normal stuff. Rehearsal. Daadaadaa. Creap. Chek wye ish disgusting and ish a bullyyy. Hahar. Anihow say sum crappie stuff to mee. And worse still, splash water on meee. Reach home at abt 7.30pm. Haaa. My hse ish in a MESS. Muai room ish reli under construction. No cupboard sia. Hehehe.
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[other thoughts]
Wad you heard from others might not always be true. Get to the roots and u'll be able to find out the truth. I do feel the tension and felt, as if tongues were wagging behind my back aft tat particular event. But so wad?? I do sumtimes felt tat i do not deserve it. But i did not let these thoughts or feelings rule me. I felt that way cos sum people choose to speak before they think. I choose not to react to such situation cos i already noe wad i did and have already did my part. It does not matter if they do regonise or not regonise your doings or contributions. Because as a leader, they dont talk abt their contributions, they show it to others. Its actions. Yah sumtimes people dun even noe or noticed that you have contributed sumthing, evryone did experience that. Trust me. That happen to me before. You will need patience for that. But the most important thing is that, you yourself shld noe that you have already did your best and want nothing in return. This is wad a leader shld be. Satisfy yourself, grab those goals/stars you want. Dun be bother abt WHAT people think abt you cos its useless. Its abt HOW they think abt you. Remember its not 'WHAT' its 'HOW'.
And your attitude do play a part too.
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Oh well. That other thoughts of mine above is dedicated to a friend on mine. Im better in typing den in speaking. Hope it sound logical enuf. Teehee yea hope people who read tis can take it as sumtink to take note?? Yea. Wadeva it is. Oh well im stuck here in da living room. Hahahar. *laughs.at.myself*
